interests have changed

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 13:13:11 GMT

new journal. if yer my friend you have it already.

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 02:18:58 GMT

i take that back my new number is 702 884 9016

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 20:43:52 GMT

i have a job interview at zummies today for a management position. ehh i dont know cause i dont know how long im planning to stay here.

i met the fucking hottest/coolest boy ever and i plan to go on a date with him. heh.

danny comes home on wed im going to make him take me to the tattoo shop on the strip that he was talking about and then were going to drink saki.

this place becomes better everyday.

call me i have my cell back 540 446 6945.

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 19:35:34 GMT

im moving to philly.

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 21:02:04 GMT

getting drugs here is like getting strippers.

i made a friend his name is danny.
no job.

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 00:20:35 GMT

im depressed. i dont like it here.

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 14:57:27 GMT

driving across the country today....goodbye
my last day of work was today. Im going to miss everyone so much

<3

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 17:52:08 GMT

things have been ok since i got back from indiana.
i had a meeting yesterday in gtown for becoming a mentor which was stupid because my last day is monday.
After that chris and i went shopping and bought soo much shit from urban outfitters, levis, and H&M.
he has a job interview at urban outfitters today which i hope he gets.

moving to las vegas on tuesday. im going to miss

kelli
sarah
chris
chriss mom&dad(i thank them soooo much for everything theyve done for me)
kelsey
h&m
snow
grass
fall
VA itself

FUCK

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 16:50:12 GMT

KELLI:::: indianapolis, indian
hampton inn
on meridian street
room 918
sorry i dont know the number but call me tonight

yesterday was the worst day of my life.

6:00 am- i woke up to turn off the my phone alarm and tossed it on the desk
8:00 am- found my cell phone in a bucket of water.
11:00 am went to cvs to get cigarettes. the cashier asked me if i had another tender.no. raced back to the
hotel to see what was wrong with my account.

-84 dollars...and i have 12 pending transactions...FUCK

1:00pm- rebakkah(manager) and i went to sprint to see if i had any insurance on my phone...of course not!
2:00pm- on the register putting hangersaway i DROPPED ALL THE FUCKING HANGERS on the damn floor.
3:00pm- dad calls..your uncle have been in a serious accident and hes in intensive care at the hospital.
3:30pm- ran to the bathroom and started crying.
past 5 my day was better because of my great work friends.

what ive done since ive been here-
went and saw rocky horrorpicture show with some friends i met up here
went to walmart
went to taco bell
worked my fucking ass off

i dont want to come home..but i do.
indiana boys and girls are nice.

i met the boy of my fucking dreams the other day. i dont know if he is gay tho.

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 03:41:27 GMT

things are going to change.

people are cool here.

this place is not.

im ready for las vegas!

i miss kelli very very much...we're getting married in vegas.

i miss my dad.

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 14:45:32 GMT

i am in indiana. this place is fucking horrible. my hotel room is like a freezer and i dont know how to work the fucking thingie to turn it down. im running low on money of course and everything here is soooo mad expensive. the tax here is fucking crazy. cigarettes are cheap cheap tho. people here are weird. oh and theres no fucking taco bell. what the fuck is up with that. that was my plan on food survival. im eating peanut butter and jelly sandwichs and doritos.

today our store opens!! theres going to be mad people here waiting in line. im really excited.. im also really excited about the free breakfast that i have in 20mins. i get paid for it too!

i have been working my ass off. im almost at 40 and ive only worked for 3 days.

the starbucks here know shit on coffee

i cant wait to come home...

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 21:38:16 GMT

gone to indiana.

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 03:07:39 GMT

im really confused about moving. i do and dont. everyone at work wants me to stay. of course my friends want me to stay. heh. they said theyd find places for me to live.
im leaving for indiana in like 2 weeks.
my room is almost all empty.

ive been watching a lot of really good movies. (tarnation, the jacket, dear frankie, beauty shop(haha), ehh a lot more)

this post is soo gay.
britteny i cant fucking find you on myspace.
ive stopped biting my nails.
i got my hair done.

call me id like to hang with people before i leave.

540 446 6945

virginia is for suckers. im fucked.

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 03:37:14 GMT

i love bothering chris during movies. it cracks me up. especially when hes really into the movie. im such a bitch. ahhh. it makes me laugh when im like

'chris im cold do something about it.' hahaha
'chris i want cheesecake do something about it'
he knows im just playing with him...sometimes i can be serious... i have no idea what im talking about. but i just like to do it..i do mean to be annoying and needy.. its funny. im crazy..

im moving to las vegas i have decided. FUCK FUCK.. why the fuck am i moving?? seriously what am i fucking thinking? what the fuck. what the fucking fuck. i

mean i dont really have friends here anymore. none that really matter any more. except. like kelli, sarah, laura and brandi which i never see. and im fine with it.

chris im going to miss. hes changed soooo much and i love it. chris and i could never hold a relationship..its amazing its last this long. i dont really consider him a boyfriend...i consder him a best friend. sorta. he knows i love him...

two good things coming out of las vegas...anthony ehhh i doubt that id see him... and me finally going to school.. make it 3 good things...cheap drugs.

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 18:08:22 GMT

soo i might be moving to las vegas.

my parents are moving there and i dont want to be far away from them...

+'s
being close to family
anthony
good schools
anthony

-'s
leaving work
leaving my friends
leaving all plans that i had plan
4 seasons
not being on the east coast
kelli& sarah(they arent good friends...theyre my everything)

awaka awaka

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 15:26:30 GMT

working right now at asylum..people should come by.

i made my appointment for my tattoo which is the 1st. its 150 a little pricey then normal but it's going to be beautiful.

im leaving sep 11 for indianapolis.. which is a little creepy. im staying in downtown at the hampton inn and im coming back oct 8th.

my parents are gone for a week. i hate being in my house alone. it sux.

agabkah

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 15:57:38 GMT

ive started working out again. i ran 1 1/2 miles. i used to run 4 1/2 miles. haha. its been like 8 months since the last time i worked out..in the past 8 months ive done way too many drugs and over drank. i thought i was going to die running the last 1/2 mile. if anyone wants to work out with me you should acompany me.

i start yoga next week!!!

im still school searching. nyfa is wayyyy to expensive and i wont even get a degree. im looking at Ai in philly. im going wherever there is a good graphic design or vid pro program, someplace where i can get a degree. and where ever there is an H&M.

im leaving for indianapolis aug 28 for a month. id like to see friends before i go.

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 20:31:36 GMT

work so far-

ive taken a nap. smoked like a pack of cigarettes. browsed online for like 5 of the hours of being here. i didnt feel to well i threw up what i ate this morning. i asked chris b if he thought i was fat(hahaha) and he said no. im so gay. it was just the fact that i feel unattractive.

i want it to storm. it looks soo crazy outside.

i made an appointment for my tattoo. aug 1st. oh yea!

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 12:53:25 GMT

i hate today. i feel ugly.

shred the rad.

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 15:42:38 GMT

im going to indianapolis for a month for work. what the fuck am i going to do for a month?

im buying a laptop.

my eating habbits are horrible. i dont have any anymore. all i eat/drink is water,cranberry granola bars and panera breads lemonade. being really sick fucked up my eating. im losing weight like crazy but i still feel fat. hah. oh well.

ive been talking to anthony a lot more. i think things are going to work out.

im going to start running again.

beer good

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 14:22:28 GMT

i love working at asylum its my relaxing job. away from fucking pyscho girls that want to be trendy h&m. no offense to my friends that shop there. i do not think this of you. hahaha

im pissed that they lost the satori poster that i wanted..
i cant stop watching the transworld first love video.

tonight nations with laura and a lot of beer!

i miss you. fuck. this already feels weird.

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 07:30:26 GMT

'900 days ago my skin started growing over my iron jaw that i use for chewing
it's getting harder to move my jaw. what if my skin engulfs my whole reconstructed jaw? How will i sing myself to sleep? I wont be able to babysit anymore, or satisfy my girlsfriends in ways only me and my jaw thing can.
I feel more skin growing now. My head hurts now.
Im going to throw up 900 times and not care.....i give up.'

today was fun!!!

i feel myself going back to old me. like 8 months ago me. im happy about it.

i want fucking fall/winter. i hate summer. fuck hot and humid weather. I HATE IT.
and fuck fevers.

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 18:45:52 GMT

samantha and chris are talking again. i dont like it. i worry a lot.

skate more.

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 18:30:18 GMT

im at work...im bored..i bought way out east skate vid. really good. i love jason lee.
watched first love transworlds video very good.

fuck. fucker. fucked. fucking. fucks. fuck fuck ufkc fcuk.

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 03:55:52 GMT

i just dyed my hair blonde and theres a lot of orange..but it looks really awesome...and uh interesting. i like it!
my dad says i look like a japanese punk rocker.. hah whatever.